YEAH! i will LOVE 2009! i hope it'll be a nice and smooth year for me. i'm satisfied with whatever i'm having now. good friends, wonderful boyf., good father and mother. like that only lah. but i'm happy though. may all remain the same.. but who knows what will happen in future.

today was on the way to work and saw many students going home from school, the feeling was weird. for the fucking past 11 years, i've been going to school dreafully on this day. but today, no no. i'm going to work. luckily i didnt drop at boon keng station and walk to school ah. HAHA!! and i'll be fucking 18 this year. i'm fucking fucking happy seriously! like the age i've always wanted! omfg!!!! 18 leh!! YESHA!

AND.... JAN means i've to take my results REAL REAL REAL SOON! i'm so fucking scared!!! if i cannot make it to poly, then i go where? i dont wanna go ite. i jus want to get into a poly lah! and the course that i want! if i get 20 plus points then i want go where sia.. argh! stressful topic. i want to have a GOOD LIFE U KNOW! I WANT TO HAVE A GOOD EDUCATION! I WNT TO BE A doctor!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA! first joke of the year!

okay bye. i love all my friends and i LOVE BANGLA!!