for you:

i suspected it all along. but i didnt know it was the fact.how do u expect me to say it to u? 'hey, u like me ah?'' can't be what.

i can't tell anything from yr actions. what u are writing now it's all yr assumption. u didnt confront me and u didnt asked me how i felt towards u. you thought i knew it along but just acted as if i didnt know anything. if you were me, what would you do? firstly, i thought we could be gd friends forever. but now, it doesnt seem the way we wanted it to be. i dont want you to avoid me. i dont want you to leave me. i know i'm being selfish by doing that. but i really dont know why i'm feeling like this. this feel like shit. i admit that at first, i seriously thought we wouldn't be tgt cause i'm not the girl that you'll be interested, full of vularites and full of rubbish. when i read yr blog, i really have the urge to call u and talk things out. but i know what reaction you would give when you picked up my call. all those times when i kept asking u about who u were writing about in your blog, i wanted you to say everything out, but u didn't.

however i never did had the thought of lefting u out. i really wanted u to come along to whatever outings we have. like ytd, i was really hoping that u could join us. but u didn't. i didnt blame you cause i thought yr other friends was more important than us.

i'm still waiting for you to say it to me and please dont assume everything by yrself when i've not said a single word about this.