19 more days....




















take a look at my prelims results, there's nothing to be proud of but just let u take a look at my standard. let's take a bet for hw many points will i get for my o's.


damn.. 28 points. go where? go home lah. the polys will tell u to fuck off. although people always say that prelims are harder than o's, but u think about it. what if o's suay siao~ the same standard as prelims? then i'll be the first to die. and pass only 3 subjects, which school wants u?! private school and ite also call u to fuck off.


i know my own standard and i seriously think i will fail this time because i'm not lucky with results and i suck at books. i know it's not about luck but it's my fate. but no matter what, i will put my heart and soul in it. i hope that i wont screw up this examination. the stress level is going up each day(OBVIOUSLY!)


i have 3 profession that i always wants to do.
- psychiatrist
- director
- GP

let's analyse.
psychiatrist... i'm a psycho and how the hell can i help people with their problems.


director... you look at my attitude, you think i can direct my actors to act? i dont think so.


GP... firstly must get into JC and then to uni.. look at the above results. how to... how i wish i'm like my cousin.. shun shun li li go jc and uni.. and a few more years, she'll be a licensed doctor.


for the past few days, i've been thinking where will i go if i did badly for my o's. i got no NS to go.. imagine ite dont even wants me.. my life will be so screwed. in singapore, no cert means nothing. so meaning i'll maybe be a salesgirl in some shops for the rest of my life or even just stay at home and rot till the day i die but im not from a rich family so how to survive...i dont know. let's see.


this isn't an emo post but just what i feel. now i truly understand the importance of certificates.