what do friends mean to you?

maybe to me, i really mean alot but i jus dont really know hw to treasure them. until we really drifted apart, i will feel the sadness in me but in actual fact, i'm the one who is causing the problem. last 2 weeks or so, i just quarrelled with this very best friend of mine and the problem we quarrelled is that, i'm wrking and i can't make out time with her. i know almost everytime is me who doesnt wants to go out as i'm wrking..but on the other hand, i dun wanna lose this friendship.. so i;m like a fcuking selfish person , and nw , the problem is back to square 1. argh. i hate myself.. shit! monday school. can i pon? hahahaha