depress de me..

dunno y i feel so moody today lehhs..hope everything will turn out smoothly for me..to others..i may seem lyk so high everytym i wif them..bt when im at home..i will tell myself this ''oh man..im all alone now in this empty hse''. does anyone out dere knows? sumtym i feel so useless n hopeless..i failed in my friendships, relationships and studies..what else can i do..im really helpless now..and y does ppl always get what they want n i jus cant seems to get everything i wanted. i want to score well in my studies..i want to haf a everlasting relationship -a guy whom i loved n he loves me too-..ppl arnd me all get either one of these..or even both..yet im the one who cant get any..hais..really haf no mood to go to skul tml..how shld i put it to my mum? hope she understands me well bahs..

thinking..0101am..