sad

i miss him siahs..wonder if he knows dat..today saw his stead at bk station..tink she going to mit him barhs..hais..since 9july05. ppl ask me..y so long le still lyk him? i oso dunno myself..i really want to gif up..bt i jus kip on tinking bout him..i really love him tho..yupps..mayb xinni is ryte..it is alrdy numb..what can i do? brk them apart..i can onli see him frm far..every friday he will be outsude of my skul waiting for his fran..all i want is jus to take a look at him..bt does he notice me? or he jus treat me as a stranger..life really sucks for me.i feel lonely..n wheneva im alone..i wil tink alot..n my tears jus roll down..i feel so hopeless..my common test i failed 6 out of 7..i dun even dare to show mine mader mine results..i dun wan her to gif up on me..i dun wan to retain or lyk last yr to retake mine results..hais.i wanna pass!