that's not the way what i wanted it to be but i just had to blurt it out.

all the good and bad times that we shared together is not easy to forget. i just hope to see you for the one last time, just the last time, after that i wont bother you anymore. if you dont wanna see me, then its okay. i dont knw why but it just had to end this way.. you show me that you dont care about this anymore, yes perhaps you think that i've changed and you gave up hope on us. if it is, then all i can is that im sorry.

fuckfuckfuck.