one step at a time. changed link already, next will be figuring out hw to change blogskin.. i shall depend on myself.
this school holiday is the worst among all my other years in school. almost every week have to go back school to attend extra classes.. all i wan is to have a break.. i'm not stress over o level or whatsoever but i'm just pissed over the days we have to come back to school when they say its school holiday. i totally agree with the people who wrote into straits' times forum.
even in curriculum time, the hours we stayed in school is already very jialat and imagine we still have to come back from extra lessons during HOLIDAYS! yayaya. the tchers will say it's all because of yr o level but come on, when u pull a rubber band too hard, it'll eventually break. same logic. who doesnt want to score well for exams, take for eg. this boy. he studied really hard and i mean really hard for his o's, but a week before the o's exams, he collapsed and gt into depression. for that whole year that he was preparing for his o levels, he didnt even go out once except for church and school other than that, he's at hm studying. in the end, what happen. study too much also gt problem, dont study for exam also wrong so just study at yr comfortable rate.. RELAC lah.
i'm nagging too much on this things. i'm having my moodswings. just let me vent and i'll be alright.
the world is unfair.. good people die early and bad people get to live long but they'll get their retribution. so which one would u choose?? i would choose t be neutral person. because sometimes, being a gd person will be easily take advantage of. being a bad person will make people detest u. so why nt be neutral
i'm feeling so upset so depress now.. i dont know why. moodswing perhaps.
crazy thoughts came running through my mind today.. like if im gonna kill myself, which method would i choose. and perhaps if i'm dead, i wouldn't bug my parents for money anymore and they need nt spend any money on me and all my friends will have peace and no one will irritate them cause to me, i'm farking irritatin... and they neednt hear my lameness anymore and best of all i need nt study, i need nt wrk. . isnt that great?
this school holiday is the worst among all my other years in school. almost every week have to go back school to attend extra classes.. all i wan is to have a break.. i'm not stress over o level or whatsoever but i'm just pissed over the days we have to come back to school when they say its school holiday. i totally agree with the people who wrote into straits' times forum.
even in curriculum time, the hours we stayed in school is already very jialat and imagine we still have to come back from extra lessons during HOLIDAYS! yayaya. the tchers will say it's all because of yr o level but come on, when u pull a rubber band too hard, it'll eventually break. same logic. who doesnt want to score well for exams, take for eg. this boy. he studied really hard and i mean really hard for his o's, but a week before the o's exams, he collapsed and gt into depression. for that whole year that he was preparing for his o levels, he didnt even go out once except for church and school other than that, he's at hm studying. in the end, what happen. study too much also gt problem, dont study for exam also wrong so just study at yr comfortable rate.. RELAC lah.
i'm nagging too much on this things. i'm having my moodswings. just let me vent and i'll be alright.
the world is unfair.. good people die early and bad people get to live long but they'll get their retribution. so which one would u choose?? i would choose t be neutral person. because sometimes, being a gd person will be easily take advantage of. being a bad person will make people detest u. so why nt be neutral
i'm feeling so upset so depress now.. i dont know why. moodswing perhaps.
crazy thoughts came running through my mind today.. like if im gonna kill myself, which method would i choose. and perhaps if i'm dead, i wouldn't bug my parents for money anymore and they need nt spend any money on me and all my friends will have peace and no one will irritate them cause to me, i'm farking irritatin... and they neednt hear my lameness anymore and best of all i need nt study, i need nt wrk. . isnt that great?
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